UGH!

i love that while i am sitting here in the library i am going out of my mind crazy! all i can think about are the things that are going on in my life and how all i want to do for the rest of the week is crawl up in my bed and stay there until thursday at 11:00 a.m. when my weekend officially begins! but of course i can't do that and i have to go to class and do homework and crap like that, but all i have is one class tomorrow and two classes on thursday, i can make it!!! but i have made a decision to go to Auburn University next weekend for Rodeo which i am really excited about because Blake Shelton is headlining! ahh and i get to see all of my Auburn friends and go with my good friends at Ole Miss... so maybe i'll meet a hot Auburn boy next weekend... yaya! anyway, i still can't stop thinking about my situations love-wise here in oxford haha... ugh what am i going to do with myself? all i want is this one guy to like me and of course he doesn't, so i guess the best thing to do is to just stop liking him and give up on it, right? who knows, all i know is that when i go to his frat's parties this weekend, he needs to be avoided due to the fact that i will be very intoxicated and probably a spectacle that shouldn't be witnessed.